(七十八) I will deck thee with trophies , garlands of my defeat . It is never in my power to escape unconquered. I surely know my pride will go to the wall , my life will burst its bonds in exceeding pain , and my empty heart will s ob out in music like a hollow reed , and the stone will melt in tears. I surely know the hundred petals of a lotus will not rema in closed for ever and the secret recess of its honey will be bared. From the blue sky an eye shall gaze upon me and summon m e in silence . Nothing will be left for me , nothing whatever , a nd utter death shall I receive at thy feet. (我要以胜利品——我的失败的花环来装饰你。逃避使不受征服,是我永远做 不到的。 我准知道我的骄傲会碰壁,我的生命将因极端的痛苦而炸裂,我的空虚的心将 像一枝空苇呜咽出哀声,顽石也融成眼泪。 我准知道莲花的百瓣不会永远闭合,深藏的花蜜定将显露。 从碧空将有一只眼睛向我凝视,在默默地召唤我。我将空无所有,绝对的空无 所有,我将从你脚下领受绝对的死亡。)